Help, I need.. something..

December 11th, 2011

I’ve been having a lot of dreams about my ex-husband lately. Cin suggests that make I am thinking about him because of the holidays and, I must admit, that makes sense even if it’s not usual a conscious effort. In my dreams, I am hurt and frequently we are back together or, rather, never split up. But he wants to and I’m fighting it. Even in my dreams, I don’t know if I miss him as much as I miss the relationship, the companionship. Even in my dreams I am sick of being lonely.

And I think that is exactly why, in my waking life, I’m putting myself in such a confused position with the cuddly Nerd Boy.

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Strange..

December 25th, 2008

I awoke, horny and wet. I had been dreaming about trying to fuck a man with a huge cock, bigger than is realistic. It wouldn’t work without lube, no matter how wet I was from looking at his cock. This man was not my type – he was bald and somewhat stocky. Yet, as he derobed from his layered, pinstripe suit (he was a moster, afterall), he revealed himself to be a thin man and, suddenly, appeared much more attractive.

Although, earlier in the dream he seemed to have control in a scary way (I had been taking a walk in the wrong place and he threatened to kill me but I used my powers of seduction to get away), it wouldn’t be that way now. I quickly had him restrained, using my under the bed restraints but he broke out. Yet, it wasn’t a bad thing. It was playful and arousing.

Like so many of my sex dreams, we never had sex. His cock rubbed against my vulva and I loved it but there was no penetration.  We met at least 3 times where we rubbed and sucked and kissed but there was no actual sex.

I awoke sexually frustrated and immediately went to the desk, where I had kept my brand new Layaspot. Within minutes, I was getting off.

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